I feel for you man.
First and foremost, sorry for your loss.
My father passed in a car accident on his way to my house.
I was working on my car when I got the call. It took about 2 years till I wanted to touch the car again... Following year my grandfather who raised me died choking in a nursing home while having his christmas dinner. My wife lost her grandfather the next year. Again, a day after Christmas 2008 one day before my birthday I found out my grandmother had a severe case of cancer. She hung in there for 6 months.
Thank god for my wife and kids keeping me together.
My only advice is keep your head up, break down when you need to and appreciate the days when the phone doesn't ring.
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